Spiderman , Spiderman , Friendly Neighbourhood Spiderman
I know I shouldn't be blogging right now , yet I can't help it . I need this . So many things on my shoulders , increasing everyday. I'm feeling kinda sick . Body temperatures rising , head spinning and exhausted . I kinda need to write a report for my manager right now , yet I'm out of ideas . Need to use my old motto ' Sometimes you have to go away , in order to come back '.
I dunno why so many people depend on me. I feel like I'm Peter Parker . I never ask such responsibilities , however they come to me as they please . You know , with great power , comes great responsibilities kinda thing . So I try to embrace those words . Now I feel like I'm too responsible for everything . Something like bearing all the world's problems on my shoulders.
I don't want to be an irresponsible bastard , so I try to be more responsible through a series of strategies and plans in my head . Never did I realise that its doing me more harm than good . We all wanna live a good , stable life right ? to me , a good stable life is a life with less problems on all fronts as well as spending your lifetime with the person you care about. However , sometimes the simplest can be the most difficult to achieve .
I don't like the notion 'Today is today , tomorrow is tomorrow" . I like to plan today , for a better tomorrow . I don't like problems , so I do whatever I can to minimise those problems from becoming bigger . Like stopping a zit from getting it bigger . What do you do to prevent zits ? you cleanse , tone and moisturise right ? Why do you do it ? because you wanna make sure your skin's environment is well maintained and minimises its chance of getting infected . Some zits come and go after few days , some would stay longer and leave a mark . Same goes to problems .
What do you do if you want a life with less problems ? you plan your life . Yes , I do agree that not all of my life's plan has come to fruition , but am I wrong to plan to improve its condition ?
In life , you have to be realistic . Life ain't like the movies all the time . Whenever you have the opportunity to improve and stabilise your life , you do it . Planning is one thing , but you must also take action . You can have 1001 plans on your head , but will u have the will to materialize it ?
I strive to please everyone , to make sure everyone gets what they want . I have a weakness for that . If I'm eating a nice pasta and my fren can only afford a 'roti canai' , I wanna make sure he gets to eat what I'm eating . That's my style.
I'm feeling a bit angry and sad that people close to me are suffering because of me and my responsibilities . Like Peter Parker and Mary Jane . Despite the many adversities and super powers , Spiderman is still human like all of us and Mary Jane represents that link to his humanity which is his undying love towards her . Without that link , he will lose his focus and turn slowly into the dark side . He may not be able to express his love to her like the rest or be there all the time , but he just hopes that she would one day understand that if there ever was a person who come to her rescue with his last breath , it would be him .
Peace.
I know I shouldn't be blogging right now , yet I can't help it . I need this . So many things on my shoulders , increasing everyday. I'm feeling kinda sick . Body temperatures rising , head spinning and exhausted . I kinda need to write a report for my manager right now , yet I'm out of ideas . Need to use my old motto ' Sometimes you have to go away , in order to come back '.
I dunno why so many people depend on me. I feel like I'm Peter Parker . I never ask such responsibilities , however they come to me as they please . You know , with great power , comes great responsibilities kinda thing . So I try to embrace those words . Now I feel like I'm too responsible for everything . Something like bearing all the world's problems on my shoulders.
I don't want to be an irresponsible bastard , so I try to be more responsible through a series of strategies and plans in my head . Never did I realise that its doing me more harm than good . We all wanna live a good , stable life right ? to me , a good stable life is a life with less problems on all fronts as well as spending your lifetime with the person you care about. However , sometimes the simplest can be the most difficult to achieve .
I don't like the notion 'Today is today , tomorrow is tomorrow" . I like to plan today , for a better tomorrow . I don't like problems , so I do whatever I can to minimise those problems from becoming bigger . Like stopping a zit from getting it bigger . What do you do to prevent zits ? you cleanse , tone and moisturise right ? Why do you do it ? because you wanna make sure your skin's environment is well maintained and minimises its chance of getting infected . Some zits come and go after few days , some would stay longer and leave a mark . Same goes to problems .
What do you do if you want a life with less problems ? you plan your life . Yes , I do agree that not all of my life's plan has come to fruition , but am I wrong to plan to improve its condition ?
In life , you have to be realistic . Life ain't like the movies all the time . Whenever you have the opportunity to improve and stabilise your life , you do it . Planning is one thing , but you must also take action . You can have 1001 plans on your head , but will u have the will to materialize it ?
I strive to please everyone , to make sure everyone gets what they want . I have a weakness for that . If I'm eating a nice pasta and my fren can only afford a 'roti canai' , I wanna make sure he gets to eat what I'm eating . That's my style.
I'm feeling a bit angry and sad that people close to me are suffering because of me and my responsibilities . Like Peter Parker and Mary Jane . Despite the many adversities and super powers , Spiderman is still human like all of us and Mary Jane represents that link to his humanity which is his undying love towards her . Without that link , he will lose his focus and turn slowly into the dark side . He may not be able to express his love to her like the rest or be there all the time , but he just hopes that she would one day understand that if there ever was a person who come to her rescue with his last breath , it would be him .
Peace.
you know, come to think of it. you do kinda look like peter parker. hehe.
ReplyDeleteminus the powers and super hero-like physique :P and im not good in science :P
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