The Mind Lounge

On the darker side

Haven't been feeling entirely contented. Felt like there are eyes constantly watching my every move. A little feeling of lost. Low morale ? minor depression ? I hope not. I know some sort of truth and have seen the reality around me . Why can't I shake it off ? I've got to. A feeling of " you're not exactly in there right now and yet you're hoping you still are" . Hard to explain , I know. Just needed to get it off my chest the best way I can . Hard work , hard work and more hard work .. that's all the hope there is. Fear is almost second nature at this moment. I long to see justice and a really bright , clear blue sky . You cannot soften a hard substance by force , it only gets harder and more stubborn . Maybe theres a way around it. I still hope I'm important to people around me. I still hope theres room for redemption and a second chance. I know where I am at this point , I just need to pick myself up and work as honest as possible . May the fire still burn and light our lives in this dark hour .......