Choices
I've come to realize that one of the most significant gift a human can have which is given by God is our ability to make a choice. Choices lead you to different paths in your life. Choices can define you , destroy you , make you , break you , liberate you , satisfy you etc... In other words, you can choose what sort of condition you want to be in.
If you choose to be moody and prefer to be cranky , then that's exactly what you'll become. But if you choose to be grateful and appreciate what you have , you will tend to feel a lot better. On a personal note, I chose to be happy and grateful , but what can you do if the people around you decides to want more ? they want everything so much more that this hunger begins to consume them , blinding their sense of judgment and rationale ?
I don't know.
You try to do things in moderation without going overboard, sometimes , due to the forgiving nature of us humans , we seem to give in to the demands that are sometimes against our choice. Let's talk about temper , can we all choose not to be angry or sad ? I believe everything is a state of mind. Yes, maybe sometimes certain fates that has happened does not really give you any clear cut choices or any choice to make. Sometimes , out of love we tend to sacrifice our very own basic needs in order to make someone happy. That's a given , coz its not much of a choice , its an obligation.
I sometimes wish I can 'choose' to be more strict , bold and aggressive . In other words, I wish I can choose to be a bastard and f*&% things up once in a while . Please mind the foul words. When you become too nice , people misuse that and step on you. Will it be a good union if only one person is allowed to be upset at any particular time and the other person can't ? Is it fair ?
I don't know.
Loyalty . I see that word as just that - a word. The good old times used to put loyalty in very high regard . Yet nowadays, people tend to be disloyal when they see an outside opportunity to get what they have not been getting from a particular person / company / place etc.. No wonder you see a lot of infidelity cases , betrayals , defection etc ... Your loyalty will only go as far as your inner desires. For people who are bound with a high code of loyalty and trust , how do you think they would feel if the very entity that they are loyal to , becomes disloyal ?
Angry. Defeated. Betrayed.
I'm slightly losing grip of myself . Will there ever be a choice ?
Will I finally see harmony and victory from this raging war of anger within me?
I do think I will feel a lot better if I get what I want once in a while . I do think it would be better that I get the respect I want once in a while. I do not feel I am respected . I feel violated , not liberated . A tough balancing act is needed between the truth and the heart.
Choices , choices and more choices ... what will it be ? choose your destiny .
Til all are really really ONE .
Peace be upon you all.
I've come to realize that one of the most significant gift a human can have which is given by God is our ability to make a choice. Choices lead you to different paths in your life. Choices can define you , destroy you , make you , break you , liberate you , satisfy you etc... In other words, you can choose what sort of condition you want to be in.
If you choose to be moody and prefer to be cranky , then that's exactly what you'll become. But if you choose to be grateful and appreciate what you have , you will tend to feel a lot better. On a personal note, I chose to be happy and grateful , but what can you do if the people around you decides to want more ? they want everything so much more that this hunger begins to consume them , blinding their sense of judgment and rationale ?
I don't know.
You try to do things in moderation without going overboard, sometimes , due to the forgiving nature of us humans , we seem to give in to the demands that are sometimes against our choice. Let's talk about temper , can we all choose not to be angry or sad ? I believe everything is a state of mind. Yes, maybe sometimes certain fates that has happened does not really give you any clear cut choices or any choice to make. Sometimes , out of love we tend to sacrifice our very own basic needs in order to make someone happy. That's a given , coz its not much of a choice , its an obligation.
I sometimes wish I can 'choose' to be more strict , bold and aggressive . In other words, I wish I can choose to be a bastard and f*&% things up once in a while . Please mind the foul words. When you become too nice , people misuse that and step on you. Will it be a good union if only one person is allowed to be upset at any particular time and the other person can't ? Is it fair ?
I don't know.
Loyalty . I see that word as just that - a word. The good old times used to put loyalty in very high regard . Yet nowadays, people tend to be disloyal when they see an outside opportunity to get what they have not been getting from a particular person / company / place etc.. No wonder you see a lot of infidelity cases , betrayals , defection etc ... Your loyalty will only go as far as your inner desires. For people who are bound with a high code of loyalty and trust , how do you think they would feel if the very entity that they are loyal to , becomes disloyal ?
Angry. Defeated. Betrayed.
I'm slightly losing grip of myself . Will there ever be a choice ?
Will I finally see harmony and victory from this raging war of anger within me?
I do think I will feel a lot better if I get what I want once in a while . I do think it would be better that I get the respect I want once in a while. I do not feel I am respected . I feel violated , not liberated . A tough balancing act is needed between the truth and the heart.
Choices , choices and more choices ... what will it be ? choose your destiny .
Til all are really really ONE .
Peace be upon you all.
whatever choice you choose to make, if you believe you can, you will. sometimes its good to care only for yourself because at the end of the day, its you that matters.
ReplyDeleteits a narcissistic point of view but it works if you want to achieve your personal goal.
but i guess if you care about others, its called balance. balance is key.