Random thoughts
So I haven't been active lately . Went to Phuket last week , instead of getting tanned , my cheeks which gives people the impression that I'm blushing 24/7 , turned redder :P . Surprisingly the weather was just nice and sunny throughout the 4 days stay there , contrary to the weather forecast which said its gonna rain like hell .
I'm just gonna write random things here , so try not to get lost ... you'll tend to be. I dunno how I'm allocating some time here to blog despite my tight roster this month . 9 extra pay covers this month on top of my default 15 days a month of work time. Let's not forget its 12 hours. Just thought I work hard this month to get more $$$ and a wide smile when I see the payslip :) . Gotta save up man . Next month I'll chill and rest coz its puasa month . Amazing how I juggle things up and tried to make time for everyone. A little time for myself to play Winning Eleven , I can only do that for only like 1 hour max ... seround dua je. That God of War 2 game is still pending to be finished . I got myself the prequel novel to the Transformers movie - Ghosts of Yesterday . Hooked to it like a drug. Bay and Spielberg brought back the little kid in me who used to go crazy over Transformers . I used to cry at the toy store if my dad didn't get me a Transformer toy . In fact nowadays , I'd watch it at the office to catch up hehe . .
I noticed that after so many heartbreaks and disappointments , it tends to make a person become bitter and lose hope . I pity this kind of person . Bitter to a point that any chance for hope is not evident anymore . Not allowing yourself a chance to love again is a sad thing , not everything is like a business , things don't always turn bad and ugly all the time . My advice to this person , please , don't be negative . You've got so much to offer , don't get stuck inside your bitter bubble and let opportunities slip by . I wanna help you , I know you think you've got all the answers , sometimes , even the best of us needs some good advice.
Work-wise , well I've been coping , this whole team re-shuffling and new seniors and 2nd man this month does get confusing . Everything seems fine at work . I'd love to take a shot at being a 2nd man someday . Good to see my junior get a nod ahead of me to be the team's 2nd man. The senior probably has concrete reasons for his decision . I got no problems with that , time is on my side , it was probably the best solution for the team at the moment . All for the team man .
Anyways , will post some pics from Phuket if I have the time . Time is a luxury for me nowadays. I know I can't keep apologizing to everyone for not having the time to spend , but this job pays well and gives me stability in terms of $$$ . I can't stress how important that is for young working guys like me . If I'm rich then it'd be a totally different story . Bila tak kaya , buat cara tak kaya .. jangan berlagak kaya - that's what my mom would always say to me. Savings are important man . When the time comes to seek new opportunities , who knows , I'll probably get my life back on track :) . I cannot afford to party and have fun all the time like before . This is a necessary step for greater things ahead.
Peace be upon you.
So I haven't been active lately . Went to Phuket last week , instead of getting tanned , my cheeks which gives people the impression that I'm blushing 24/7 , turned redder :P . Surprisingly the weather was just nice and sunny throughout the 4 days stay there , contrary to the weather forecast which said its gonna rain like hell .
I'm just gonna write random things here , so try not to get lost ... you'll tend to be. I dunno how I'm allocating some time here to blog despite my tight roster this month . 9 extra pay covers this month on top of my default 15 days a month of work time. Let's not forget its 12 hours. Just thought I work hard this month to get more $$$ and a wide smile when I see the payslip :) . Gotta save up man . Next month I'll chill and rest coz its puasa month . Amazing how I juggle things up and tried to make time for everyone. A little time for myself to play Winning Eleven , I can only do that for only like 1 hour max ... seround dua je. That God of War 2 game is still pending to be finished . I got myself the prequel novel to the Transformers movie - Ghosts of Yesterday . Hooked to it like a drug. Bay and Spielberg brought back the little kid in me who used to go crazy over Transformers . I used to cry at the toy store if my dad didn't get me a Transformer toy . In fact nowadays , I'd watch it at the office to catch up hehe . .
I noticed that after so many heartbreaks and disappointments , it tends to make a person become bitter and lose hope . I pity this kind of person . Bitter to a point that any chance for hope is not evident anymore . Not allowing yourself a chance to love again is a sad thing , not everything is like a business , things don't always turn bad and ugly all the time . My advice to this person , please , don't be negative . You've got so much to offer , don't get stuck inside your bitter bubble and let opportunities slip by . I wanna help you , I know you think you've got all the answers , sometimes , even the best of us needs some good advice.
Work-wise , well I've been coping , this whole team re-shuffling and new seniors and 2nd man this month does get confusing . Everything seems fine at work . I'd love to take a shot at being a 2nd man someday . Good to see my junior get a nod ahead of me to be the team's 2nd man. The senior probably has concrete reasons for his decision . I got no problems with that , time is on my side , it was probably the best solution for the team at the moment . All for the team man .
Anyways , will post some pics from Phuket if I have the time . Time is a luxury for me nowadays. I know I can't keep apologizing to everyone for not having the time to spend , but this job pays well and gives me stability in terms of $$$ . I can't stress how important that is for young working guys like me . If I'm rich then it'd be a totally different story . Bila tak kaya , buat cara tak kaya .. jangan berlagak kaya - that's what my mom would always say to me. Savings are important man . When the time comes to seek new opportunities , who knows , I'll probably get my life back on track :) . I cannot afford to party and have fun all the time like before . This is a necessary step for greater things ahead.
Peace be upon you.
